I'm Home...

It's good to be home. Although this is completely not my motherland, but this is my home. This is where I should be for the time being, and it feels so good, comfy, bliss and pleasant to be in my own place. I feel so sheltered (despites the cold autumn weather). Autumn in the Netherlands is not that nice. Well, the scenery is beautiful but the weather is nasty. It has been raining and pouring since the day I came back.

I haven't had the opportunity to update much during my hols in Malaysia. Oh, mind you, I wouldn't call it a hols anyway, as hols should be time for us to leisure. I would call going back to Malaysia is for carrying out our responsibilities to the family. Plus, it is so different now, all sorts of thing is expensive, everything costs a bomb. Life in Malaysia is so hectic everyone in a rush (except those who are lucky ones). I miss my activities and my lady-of-leisure-wannabe life. But on the top of that, I was happy because I could see my mother and be with her for a while. For those who was asking about her and prayed for her health, I only could express my thanks for your concern and Allah will do the rest. Talked to her on the phone twice since I came back and she said she feels better now.

I've been back for a week but I kinda lost my track. For the first time in my life, I don't know what to do, other than doing my housework, I kinda miss doing it maybe (*giggles*) and I don't feel like surfing the internet neither updating this blog, I don't feel like playing any games. I don't know what's going on with me...but I did go to the "Monday rituals" (mengaji) and badminton, for the sake of seeing my friends. I really miss them. It's not that I don't miss my old friends in Malaysia...but they were not there when I went back because they were busy working everywhere in the country. That's why I felt so bored and had nothing else to do other than watching TV.

But now I'm here, back to my normal life, ready for some action! LOL.
I'm breathing the dutch air again and feels like going dutch with some friends! Let's???